I want you to be real. I want US to be real. I hope you do too… Do you?

Can I Keep You...

I miss you. Thank you for listening, or pretending to listen, tonight. I’m sorry we took so long to talk and listen to each other, we used to be so good at it. I’m sorry if you feel like you can’t talk to me anymore, please know that you can, no matter what. I will never judge you for the way that you feel. 

Hearing you say that you miss US and want US back ignites a spark in my soul. I miss US so bad. I tried as hard as I could to push US to the back and block the feelings but I don’t want to any longer. I want to work on US. I want to make US work. I hope that you mean what you say. I hope that you are not filling me full of bullshit. Please don’t be.

Please.

I wish you were here.

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I love you. I can feel the way you love me. I missed laying in your arms, hearts racing, amazing-ness tingling, feeling a love only US can.

Can I Keep You...

I’m trying not to fight the happy. I’m trying not to fight the good that is tingling through me right now. I’m trying to let the sparkle that has awaken my soul wrap around me without fighting to break free from it. I want to believe that today was real. I want to believe that today wasn’t full of fake, that it wasn’t just your way of ‘shutting’ me up. I want to believe that you wanted needed today as much as I did.

When you are gone it is so hard to let US win the battle. It is so difficult to ignore the racing thoughts that fill the silence. It would help if I didn’t feel like it is a chore for you to spend time with me now. I hate that I feel like I make you spend time with me. I miss when US just was…

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It’s Time…Wake up, Neo…

No turning back….it is the appointed Time. Give me Time and I will answer all of your questions. And, it is the Appointed Time. You have a Purpose, and the Time for that Purpose has arrived.

I dwell with the Author of Truth and was born of Truth, just as you were. You have a Purpose and that Purpose must be fulfilled. If you but remembered the Truth, you would know that Purpose and Responsibility rests within us. Your refusal to accept me does not change or negate  your Purpose. Just as mine, it must be fulfilled.

The descent into the rabbit hole has begun…

Follow the White Rabbit…

It’s Time…..

No turning back….it is the appointed Time. Give me Time and I will answer all of your questions. And, it is the appointed Time. You have a Purpose, and the Time for that Purpose has arrived.

I dwell with the Author of Truth and was born of Truth, just as you were. You have a Purpose and that Purpose must be fulfilled. If you but remembered the Truth, you would know that Purpose and Responsibility rests within us. Your refusal to accept me does not change or negate  your Purpose. Just as mine, it must be fulfilled.

The descent into the rabbit hole has begun…

Light Activation of Pyramids

This is amazing ! I have been researching the ‘Light Beam Activation’ of the Pyramid in Bosnia, and I discovered there has been the same occurrence at Chichen Itza AND Teotihaucan …there are pictures and videos of all, and none of the articles have mentioned the others. Also, at the Equinox, as at Machu Picchu, there is Alignment and strange occurrences and appearance of the ” Feathered Serpent ” only at that time. As I am writing this I am ‘Googling’ info on the areas and have discovered that the Maya and Aztec both had the belief in the ‘Feathered Serpent[, also called ‘Precious Twin’, which I know to be Quetzalcoatl …the following is from the ‘Crystalinks web site : Quetzalcoatl is sometimes depicted as a white man (light, the shining ones) looking nothing like the Mesoamerican people who worshipped him. Most often he is depicted as a feather serpent. Feathers represent the ascension of human consciousness back to its origins – while serpent represent human DNA or physical reality.

Quetzalcoatl as Thoth writing the stories of our reality manifest through Sacred Geometry. As with all gods, there is a promise to return one day, the truth being, no gods return, we return to light. Some Mormon scholars believe that Quetzalcoatl, as a white, bearded God who came from the sky and promised to return, was actually Jesus Christ. According to the Book of Mormon, Jesus visited the American natives after his resurrection.

There is much more….I am going to have to research this further…I see much more I want to read about..apparently there is a connection with a ‘Feathered Serpent’ associated with the Egyptian also. I feel this to be very significant. Also, posted with the video of the Light Beam at Chichen Itza, there is a post at the bottom of the credits. The following is the post:

In Memory of Zacharia Sitchin…Time will prove you right March 20 2012 Quetzalcoatl’s Return Welcome back beloved Enki

March 20, 2012 is the day prior to the Spring Equinox, and is 7 weeks and 4 days from now

I have much research to do…